Billie Eilish: Tiny Desk Concert

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desk okay

I'm trying my

best to keep you you

satisy let you get your

rest while I stay up all

night and you don't want to no

how long

I've let you

come whatever state I'm

in man am I the

greatest my my

congratulations all my love and

patience all my

admiration all the times I

waited for you to want me

naked made it all

painless man my the greatest

doing what's

right without a

reward and we don't have have to

fight when it's not worth fighting

for and you don't want to

know what I would have done

anything worse than

anyone man am I the

greatest my

congratulations all my love and

patience all my admir

and all the times I

waited for you to want me it I made it

all the

painless man am I the

great the Great

look

great

o i LED

you and I still

do I just wanted passion for you just

wanted what I gave

you I

waited and

wait man am I the

greatest god I hat

it oh my love in

patience

unappreciated you said your heart was

jaded couldn't even break it I shouldn't

have to

say you could have been the Great

oh thank you

guys

wow wow this is nerve-wracking for me um

tiny

desk this is so cool I've wanted to do

this like my whole life so I'm a little

shaky I'm really excited to be here and

you're all so beautiful so thanks for

watching and having me let's keep going

I wish you the best for the rest of your

life I felt sorry for you when I looked

in your eyes but I need to

confess I told you a

lot I said you

you were the love of my

life the love of my life

but did I break your

heart and did I waste your

time I tried to be there for you

you then you

tried to break

mine it is an asking for a lot for an

apology for making me feel like it kill

you if I tried to leave you said you'd

never fall in love again because of me

then you moved

on immediately

but I wish you the best for the rest of

your life I felt sorry for you when I

looked in your eyes but I need to

confess well I told

you I said

you you

were the love of my

life the love of my

life so you found her now go fall in

love just like we

were if I even was it's not my fault I

did what I could you made it so hard

like I knew you

are I thought I was

depressed or losing my mind my stomach

upset almost all of the

time but after I

left it was obvious

why because for you

you I was the love of your

life but you are not

mine woo

yay

gosh man I've been on tour now for like

a week and a half or two weeks or

something and I haven't seen much

sunlight and I've been not sleeping very

much and I haven't woken up past 100

p.m. um except for today for this where

I woke up at 9:30

so yeah

um anyway we're going to do an old one

now um which is from our debut album

when we all fall asleep where do we go

which is one of our favorites this is my

brother by the

way and we

um we write everything together and we

always have since the beginning and um

this is like one of our favorite songs

that we've written um and it was like

when I was 16 and you were like

21 and uh it's the first time I fell in

love and it was very scary and it's

funny how that fear never goes away um

the fear of falling or whatever so

anyway the song is called I love you

it's

not

true tell me I've been light

to crying

isn't like

you oo

what the hell did

I

do I've never been the

type

to let someone see

right

through oo

maybe W you take it back say you were

trying to make me laugh and nothing has

to change today you didn't mean to say I

love

you I love you

and I don't want

to a

b

night on

another red eye

I wish we never learned to

fly maybe we should

just

try to tell ourselves a

good lie

I didn't mean to make you

cry may you take it back say you were

try to make me laugh nothing has to

change today you didn't me to say I love

you I love

you and I don't want

to O

[Laughter]

the smile that you gave me even when you

felt

like we fall apart as it gets dark I'm

in your arms in Central Park there's

nothing you could do or say I can't

escape the way I

love

you I don't

want

to but I

love you

oo oo

[Applause]

sorry my voice is so [ __ ]

quiet I'm

nervous I'm also dressed like a girl and

so

weird I was like I'm gonna go girl today

sorry okay um what here's the

key GNA say something interrupt you that

was great um just really quick everyone

this is my

[Applause]

band

um this is Abe over here on the

piano this is Andrew on the drums back

here

looking

great we got solo on the base over

here and then my brother finny is right

here on the

guitar all

right um this song just went number one

which is very

exciting let's do it

come on I want you to

stay until I'm in the

gra till I ride away dead and buried

till I'm in the cas you car if you go

I'm going

to cuz it was always

you all right and if I'm and blue please

don't save me nothing left to lose

without my

baby birds of a feather we should stick

together and know I said i' never think

I wasn't better alone can't change the

weather might not be forever but if it's

forever is even better and I don't know

what I'm crying for I don't think I

could love you more might not be wrong

but maybe

I love you till the day that

die till the day that

die till light my

eyes till the day that I

die I want you to

see how you to

me you believe if I told you you would

keep the compliments I throw you but

you're so full of

[ __ ] tell

me no

say you don't see it your mind's

pered say you want to quit don't be

stupid I don't know what I'm crying for

I don't think I could love you more

might not be long but baby

I don't want to say good

together

I I knew you in

another life you had that same look in

your eyes I love you you don't act so

surprised

m o

thank

you thank

you thank you so much everyone

than