Amber’s Farewell! ❤️

hey y'all so this is going to be a bit

of a different video to post it's not as

exciting as pressing record and knowing

that I'm going to be rocking out to some

awesome music with you guys but it is a

video that I think has been asked for um

because you guys have lots of questions

and rightly so and I would love to clear

that up for you as much as I possibly

can um but that that part of my journey

the part where I get to press record and

get lost in music with you guys that

part of my journey unfortunately is over

here on this channel

um and as much as you guys want as much

information as answers as possible there

are things that you just can't be privy

to I have school age children who know

how to use the internet and former

students as well

and I do know it's taken me some time to

make this video for you guys and clear

all of it up for you guys but I do

believe in handling things with Grace I

don't like to handle things rationally

or when emotions are high I think things

should be fully processed before put out

on platforms like this so um I do

apologize for the time in between your

questions and your answer

um I love this I've Loved this so much

much I've Loved getting completely lost

in music and when I say lost it's almost

not the correct term I've I've loved the

way that I found myself through music

through what you guys have given me for

how much bigger life seems and how much

more beautiful the world is

and my faith that has been restored in

humanity because of this channel

you guys that people the majority of

people out in this world exist are like

you I thank you for sharing pieces of

yourself

through the music and movies that you

have suggested cuz that means a lot when

a song matters to you and you give it to

somebody it means a lot and that has

never been taken lightly because the

music that you've given me has helped me

in some of my darkest moments

you guys have put smiles on my face when

you didn't know I needed it

most you've given me songs like voices

carry uh When the Levy Breaks

Comfortably Numb you've given me artists

like Janice Chopin Tom Jones Pink Floyd

The Beetles you've enriched my life in a

way

that I will never be able to describe or

to thank you for you have loved

me

genuinely loved me and I felt

it and I'm sorry I don't want to be on

here looking like a buffoon bahoo

and but saying goodbye to you guys was

never something that was in my cards as

far as the music goes um I do have my

channel for television and

movies but music would feel a little

weird um so I don't know about that so

if you're here strictly for the music

and this is where we have to tell each

other farewell

then thank you so

much if you want to keep up with me you

can of course go over to Amber

reacts but um this little piece of my

heart and piece of my soul

it's just something that I I um I won't

be on here doing anymore and Jordan and

I won't be doing this together there's a

lot of healing that needs to happen and

as much as you guys probably want more

answers than what I've given you today I

hope that that you can respect that if a

person desires a consistent and peaceful

environment then that's something that

they should be

able to have

I don't know what else to say I feel

like there's so much to say and I don't

know what else to say there's not enough

thank yous that I can give but I love

you guys and for the last time here on

this channel if you don't go to Amber

reacts go out in this world spread light

spread love offer Grace and if you

can make somebody smile you never know

what somebody's

fighting you never know what a smile can

do or a compliment or a song that is

shared so just do your best to go out in

this world and be a good human and make

somebody

smile I love you guys so much

um if I see you over at Amber a I see

you and if I don't I love you and thank

you

I got to end this before I look even

more

silly bye